almost snapped out

I almost snapped and simply got lose of my irrationality. It seems like it's basic instinct for man to think of his own emotions first before somebody else's, especially if he's trapped in a difficult situtation. I tried to be defensive--the aggrieved--when all along, I knew that somehow I also did something wrong.

Despite my anger, despite this feeling of being outcast and misjudged, I still thank God for planting into my mind that things are going to be okay. He let me realized that this is just a passing thing, as all other hard-to-manage circumstances. I know that tomorrow, when I wake up, I'll hardly remember our verbal exchanges. Instead, I'll be looking forward to the days when he'll see me as someone he can trust fully--even if I'm a girl.